diseased voids swirl in and around
and then collapse down and inward onto it'self.
as i stand there and stare
into the face of death...
and then proceed to SPIT in it,
my knees weaken.
the void comes crashing through the skylight of my mind
consuming me and my thought.
plots and illusions painted by the last ones here are destroyed,
all perceptions distorted.
the void has claimed many before me,
and now it's my time...
daggers and broken glass inserted through my sweaty flesh,
the blood drains-weak-a-ning my already tired body,
making tiny outlets for my soul to leak through.
onto the cold dirty tile,
*eyes open*
is this heaven?
could this be my eternal reward?
this filthy mildew tile, wet with cheap sex,
the air foul with urine disgust.
flashback into my previous exsistance#_+_#+#
hate, anger, mistrust, disgust, lies, greed, conciet, harm, self destruction, self absorbed, ignorant, deity, mocking,
VIOLENCE.....
wait, did he just say 'deity??
oh 'god....
so now back to the current situation
soul exposed on the musty tile.
body laid to rest,
but my mind to aware of it'self to give...
into
the
void
through darkness that other entities have lost all hope in,
teeth gnashing and ripping the anti matter that is my eternal vessel,
i trudge on,
heart exposed...
(if im allowed to use such an analogy to describe metaphysical occurance.)
screams and terror filled cries in the distance.
this evil nothing, where i see children strung about,
much like xmas lights (xmas cause christ has no place here)
hung ,with organs exposed, by a razorblade noose,
strung to the upper portions and walls of this void.
a place where every time i blink,
another haunting "illusion"
tries it's luck in collapsing my exsistance, allong with the infinitely collapsing void,
the void is depression, and i will NOT be a part....
_________________
Anyone can talk shit and make it rhyme...
-Buck65
<font size=-1>[ This Message was edited by: mesa_sound on 2001-09-11 02:22 ]</font>
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